I feel like I've experienced a HUGE increase in anxiety and panic. It used to be that I would have episodes of panic (tears, quickened pulse) that could be directly traced to a cause (usually involving social anxiety). Out of nowhere I think I started experiencing panic attacks.
On a random day in mid-January I found myself crying and breathless with a RACING heart for no particular reason. I had no idea what was going on. It honestly felt like a spontaneous explosion in my body. I really think my feelings of worthlessness came AS I was experiencing this and were NOT the cause. I was sitting alone in my room. It hadn't been a particularly bad day. Just BOOM.
Next thing I knew, this was happening EVERY DAY. At work I would go to the bathroom to cry and as soon as I got home I would cry until I fell asleep. I used to have no problem sleeping through the night. Once this started though I began waking up at 3 and 4 in the morning. Sometimes in a panic but usually for no reason.
I broke down, told some friends in the medical field and they said I should try bupropion. I went to the doctor, got lab work, and got the prescription. I also saw a psychologist. She said I should get ALL of my hormones tested. I didn't think to ask her what she meant because I haven't been as sharp lately. Anyway, lab results come back and everything looks normal, I'm just slightly anemic.
The thyroid test was only for TSH. Should I ask for a T3 and T4 test too?
I'm also worried about cortisol levels after looking up anxiety online. Should I ask to get that tested too? Also, vitamin B levels? Does anyone have any experience with hormone induced anxiety and/or depression?
I guess I just want to make sure that this all didn't stem from a separate condition. Maybe I just want to be able to take a medicine or get a procedure and be rid of it. Maybe I'm just paranoid.
I've been on the bupropion for two weeks now and either the episodes have slowed down or I've gotten better at holding them in. I'm not sure.
Anyway, any advice?