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Living with Chronic Neuropathic Pain

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There is much money in the pain and drug industry. Ethics and the recipients of these drugs do not factor into the bottom line. Profit and Loss Statements mean percentage increases at any cost. It is sad that chronic pain patients are made to feel like drug addicts and treated in a most callous way.

I had a psychologist who once said ‘people like me, were ‘CASH COWS’. At $180 a session, his treatment at times involved closing my eyes and focusing on the ocean. Visiting him for six weeks was a government requirement in order to access S8 pain meds (Opiods). My meds cost around $400 a month. At the time Lyrica was not subsidised by the Australian Government and had only recently come on the market. I was paying $140 a month and once I paid $180 for a pack of 56 x 75mgs of Lyrica. Additional costs included acupuncture, massages, GP bills and specialist bills. My electric pain was at T 6/7 region and wearing a bar was dreadful.

Some Pain Clinics exploit vulnerable patients. They started to resemble Spas for the wealthy. A clinic I attended introduced laser therapy, with scented candles. I was attended by a sweet lady who had no idea how to use the laser. Cost, another $80.

The exercise routines were two years too late because by the time some doctor thought that perhaps this woman was truly incapacitated by pain in her spine at T6/7 I had progressed from acute to chronic pain.

I had attended this particular pain clinic since 2005. In 2011, the pain specialist decided to introduce a course for chronic pain patients.. Before being treated by him you were now required to spend $300 on a course on Chronic Pain and no rebates. The presenter was not a medical professional but a mild pain sufferer.

For the first two years my doctors failed to believe or act on my pain effectively. I sought validation. My then GP thought I was suffering from somatic pain. I took scans, x-rays, MRIs, you name it, all to no avail other than my the lumber spine and scoliosis that I considered simply pain. What I could not cope with was the neuropathic pain at T6/7. I used to think it was like giving birth every day. I read clinical reports and papers on chronic pain, I read clinical trials on the effects of B12 and D3 on spinal pain. I wanted a scientific answer 'mechanical pain' simply didn't cut it. I was so over hearing that ‘pain is subjective’. If your pain causes you to pass out when you stand up from your desk or you need to stop your car on route to work, and lay in your back seat while strangers stop and call for an ambulance. All this despite having taken my daily meds. It’s hardly subjective. To this day, I am unable to sit or stand for too long.

An infrared scan was another initiative introduced to my pain clinic. The radiologist indicated in a shocked voice that I had ‘chronic regional pain syndrome’ the worst she had seen. No doctor had ever mentioned that to me before or after. That scan cost $199 and other than chronic levels of red markers all over my body the scan indicated possible future issues with my right breast, and it happened exactly as predicted. The nine biopsies they did may have had something to do with my ET. The scan also indicated a small blockage in a small vein at T6/7, a possible small clot. Has anyone heard of prolotherapy? I paid well for those ridiculous treatments too. Another pain clinic initiative.

In 2008, I was so desperate, I researched back doctors with a pain specialisation. I went to Melbourne where I remained for 5 weeks. I had a peripheral nerve simulator inserted at thoracic T6/7 level. I never changed the setting or turned the machine off. Nearly four years later, I lost a number of contacts and the machine ceased to function effectively. I was unable to find someone who could repair it, so my Doctor encouraged me to have it removed. That peripheral simulator cost about $42,000. Mostly paid for by my insurance company. I would pay for it again. I loved that machine as it reduced the benchmark of the pain. It was hundreds of times more effective than the tens machines. I halved my Oxycontin dose overnight without any withdrawal symptoms. I remained on the Lyrica.

I read the clinical trials on Lyrica when it was first prescribed. The trials indicated that the daily dose for chronic neuropathic pain was 450mg. I experimented and listened to my body until I found a dose that worked for me. I am now on 150mg once a day but in the early days I was on 1,200mg daily. I continue to have occasional electric attacks in my thoracic region but I have a range of meds I can take to try to control the unbelievable pain. I have had two dreadful night attacks this week. Very hot showers where I lay on the shower floor, increase my meds and a hot water bottle filled with boiling water are my saviour.

I gave up work in 2011 as a result of my condition. My new Doctor took me off the Oxycontin and stared me on Tramadol, a much softer and more effective pain medication than Oxycontin. I now take 200mg long acting Tramadol, 150mg Lyrica, 100 Aspirin and 500 Hydrea (oral chemo). I also have Rivotril that I take when the thoracic pain starts to spark up. The pneumonia that went undiagnosed for 9 months really messed me up. I still struggle to do anything active. I am now walking with my stick; it helps but I seldom leave the house except to visit my ageing parents.

I have regular blood tests and over the years my platelet count has sat around the 600 mark, when my platelets reached 1,000, I started oral chemo. My platelets are now at 500+, in the four years on Hydrea I am yet to reach the normal range for platelets.

No specialist during my chronic pain journey mentioned the high platelet count. Yet the high count was demonstrated on every blood test. I am talking years. When I questioned my then GP on it, she dismissed me. I continued to seek answers for my pain, I was ruthless. I even purchased medical books on back pain. never realising that I had been living with a chronic blood cancer. I knew from my own research that I had Thrombocytosis’ but I never researched Essential Thrombocytosis. It was only following a move interstate to QLD and finding the most remarkable doctor who explained that my high platelet count could lead to Acute Myeloid Leukaemia (AML) and I needed to have it looked at. So I conceded to a bone marrow biopsy. The results indicated Essential Thrombocytosis Jak2 mutation. A chronic blood cancer that forms part of the Myeloproliferative Neoplasms (MPN). It was not something I concerned myself with despite having many of the classic symptoms over the years. Although because I have had it for so long the symptoms are far more pronounced.

It's too important and necessary for doctors, drug companies, researchers and those in the medical field to access grants and other funding regardless of any conflicts of interest. I am sure we all remember the thalidomide story! A close cousin of Thalidomide, lenalidomide came onto the Australian market around 2007. It was a gift form God for those who had tried every medical protocol for conditions like Multiple Myeloma, and Amyloidosis and failed. Including stem cell transplants. Amyloidosis patients did not qualify for this treatment for free unless the condition was secondary to the Multiple Myeloma. So they were required to buy the drug at a cost of around $80,000 for a six month supply. The supplier was kind enough to offer the following 6 months free. Patients died well before then.

Lenalidomide is now available under the Australian PBS scheme and costs around $36. There are now newer derivatives of Thalidomide or Lenalidomide drugs used to treat some blood disorders such as Amyloidosys and Multiple Myeloma. Medical research brings hope. I take my hat off to the scientist who work in this field.

I am passionate about medical research but somewhere along the way people must come before profits. I had never heard of the word "Oxycontin" when I it was first prescribed. So, I researched the clinical trials. As it was a new drug intended for short term use there was no data on the long-term side effects of taking this drug. However, when I expressed my concerns about the Oxycontin my rheumatologist informed me in a stern manner that I would be on it for life so get used to it. When Oxycontin first became available, incentives were offered to doctors who believed that it was the best new treatment for chronic pain sufferers. What a horrific drug! And so it goes …

Living with chronic pain is difficult, it affects one's personality with the side effects of the medication causing periods of rage. Those who suffer the most are families. How does one apologise to them?

Anna

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Cannot help you with your pain, but the money you have spent on medication is appalling. We have it so easy in the UK, all of the above would have cost nothing (apart from a small prescription charge for under 65's. ). GP and hospital service are completely free and of a high standard. With a service like you have, it would be cheaper to move to the UK. I also have numerous problems but no chronic pain. The NHS has spent an absolute fortune on me including a 7 week stay in Hospital and 6 months as an outpatient. Time OZ introduced a system similar to the UK , it would cost less in the long run. Good luck and God bless.

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Hi Darkin

My husband and I love the UK we have been several times, we have spoken about it in the past. He is Irish. Your response has set the flame again. Last time I was there last year I would have loved to have visited Guys Hospital where Clair Harrison is a world specialist in my condition. Can I ask about your conditions?

Thankyou and God Bless

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3 years ago I developed a wound in my heel. After a a few weeks I visited my GP who saw me immediatly. He promptly referred me to Arrow park hospital and sent for an ambulance. I had no significant health issues in my lifeand was quite fit for a then 65 year old. My left heel had developed advanced osteomylitis .Doctors also diagnosed Diabetes type 2 which was a shock to me ( no family history). That is why the wound would not heal. 7 week and 4 operations later Ms Jackson my surgeon saved my lower limb but removed the heel. I was dischared to community nursing service as the wound was healing but slowly. I received intensive antibiotic treatment . After a blood test a frantic sounding consultant contacted me one evening and took me off all medications except for insulin. I had developed CKD severe enough to warrant an emergency stay in Arrow park. I declined! Eventually thanks to very regular district nurse visits and regular podiatry treatment and the loss of a toe the wound healed, despite no antibiotics ! The high blood sugar content also left me with permanent serious peripheral neuropathy in both hand and feet. Recently i developed PMR in my upper arms, eventually pain forced me to see the GP. She correctly diagnosed PMR sand put me on steriods ( preds). These are fantastic and immediatly stopped all pain, I was amazed. About 2 years ago after attempting to walk without a diabetic boot i suffered insufferable pain in my lower back after standing for about 7minutes. Also my left leg seems to be affected by nerve. As soon as i sit down the pain immediatly ceases. Xray and MRI scans showed up nothing unfortunately. Still as long as i have no pain I have accepted i'll never walk or stand for more than a few minutes. I drive regularly. I still have regular visits from the podiatrists, for life. None of this had cost me a penny. Thank God I was born in Britain......

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WOW! I am all too familiar with Type 1 Diabetes. I lived in Bahrain in 1996 to 2001 when my 14 daughter contracted it. No endocrinologists. So I studied everything I could on her condition. My first book was called the Joslin Diabetic Manual. After that I studied a more complex medical book on endocrinology. I lived in fear that something would happen to her. I learned how to read nutritional panels, I was her strong Advocate. The doctor we used to visit at the British compound asked me if I was interested in opening a Diabetic Clinic. I had studied Arabic too. Now they have pumps and censors and who knows what.

I read your story and got a gut wrenching feeling in my chest. I could offer you much advice on how to manage your diabetes. Did you develop any hospital staf infection like VRE or MRSA? I will keep in touch because I can possibly exchange some experiences with you. I lost a husband to Amyloidosis, his primary organ was nerves, peripheral neuropathy, followed by lungs and heart. Recovering from open surgery was always a challenge. gangrene, MRSA eating his gastrointestinal cavity. Memories. Another time. Stay safe and be positive. Your are in my heart.

Anna

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Managing my diabetes is easy, a non event really. I test myself about Twice a day and keep my sugar levels between 5 and 7 . I get an 6 month review at arrow park and results are always good.

I indulge in no special diets and like my beer (im a Jock after all !)

I did contract 3 different of VRE type bugs however during my hospital stay and these may have frustrated the healing process hence the intravenous antibiotics which only served to badly

damage my Kidneys- If I didn't have bad luck i'd have no luck at all !

Still cannot grumble, as i was fit as a butchers dog up to my mid sixties. The peripheral neuropathy is more of a nuisance and regularly resulted in large blisters on the tips of my fingers until i changed my cooking habits( plastic jug and microwave much safer than an oven)

I could not however not stand suffering severe constant pain like yourself..... You are very brave. God bless, Charles.

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Trust me Charles I am far from brave. There is one of our members who is fluent in understanding the damage bacteria does to the gut. He goes byPte82, try and find his posts because what he says indicates he is very well informed in this field.

Yes your healing took too long because of your VRE. There is also a bacteria that causes ulcers and lives in the gut, contracted through water mostly. You could check to see if you have Helicobacter Pylori. I have had it, one of my treasures from smoking an bacteria infested Hubbly Bubbly in Aswan, Egypt. I suggest you try eating one tub of Vaalia yoghurt every morning (probiotics), a magnesium and B12 vitamin if you can. Discus this with your GP first. I think you may start feeling better soon. VRE can be vicious to our gut especially when the immune system is compromised. It is infectious and transformed from hand to hand. Eat the Vaalia it tastes like ice-cream then be retested for VRE in a few months and see whether you are still infectious. Sorry for any typos, there is some type of virus of my computer that changes words and sentences both, as I write them and after I have posted them. I hope I have caught them all. All the best with your health challenges, you appear to be your own great Advocate. We all need one at times like this even if it means we find the strength to Advocate for ourselves.

With love Anna

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Darkin, Has your Kidney function improved? Anna

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It went from 30 to about 45 I think and stayed there as far as I know. ( should be about 90) . I have no noticeable symptoms, so out of sight, out of mind. As for the bugs, I assume these are gone, again what I don't know does not worry me.

The only pain I get is when i 'm upright after a few minutes. I don't worry about that either as its out of my control. So thats my (possibly flawed) philosophy. I declined powerful pain killers but had a course of codeine awaiting bloods for my PMR pain. Might as well have had smarties !

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Good for you, your lung function is great. Darkin try eating the Vaalia yoghurt. X

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