Hey everyone, I hope you're all having as pain-free a day as possible.
I thought I would write a post dedicated to my experience with the Mirena, as if I had seen something like this before I got mine I could have saved years of trouble and wouldn't be in the position I am now with the dreaded crash. However I want to preface this post by saying I am not in anyway medically trained and this is only my own personal experience, you need to do what you feel is best for you.
Also there are women who love the Mirena, some of them are even on here :), so best to ask a few people if you were curious about people's experiences. Though as you can probably tell from the title this will be a negative review. x ten.
I was pushed into having the Mirena by my consultant around the time I was first getting my diagnosis of stage 4 endometriosis, adenomyosis and interstitial cystitis. I was (and still am) refusing to try things like Lupron due to side effects however my consultant at the time was basically saying this was my only option. In my early twenties I didn't have the confidence to challenge the doctors or the knowledge of alternative therapies to try like I do now and so I reluctantly agreed to having it. It was inserted during my second laparoscopy under general anaesthetic (so couldn't tell you what insertion was like) and after the op I was recovering from the lap so also couldn't say what it felt like after.
My coil took around a year to settle and during this time I was still getting periods, though they were becoming lighter, and I was getting light and dark brown discharge (old blood) daily. I went to my consultant about this who very flippantly just said 'yes well that's still better than 2 week long horrendously heavy periods'. For the entirety of my time with the Mirena I had to wear some sort of panty liner daily due to this. I thought it was just my body however since having it removed I haven't warn a liner on a single occasion and have just had 'normal' discharge... so that was just one of the nice 'gifts' of the coil. Have just looked online... this is a listed side effect... facepalm.
Prior to having the coil inserted I was working 40 hours per week with a two hour driving commute everyday. I had an active social life and I was the lead singer in a band (so naturally outgoing and energetic). However it is only now looking back after the 4.5 years I had it that I can recognise how the insidious side effects of the coil crept in. I started slowly becoming a little more anxious which I put down to stress. My fatigue levels were creeping up which I put down to just generally not feeling very well. Though I was still going to the gym, my weight went up a little bit (around 7 pounds) but I was watching what i was eating very strictly. Around the year mark my periods stopped altogether - fantastic I thought! I quite my job, my band ended and I started going to university and did very well, no more periods stopping me from leaving the house! - Even I will admit this is a lovely benefit I experienced of the coil.
My skin however started to get worse and worse. I was always prone to a little bit of cystic acne on my cheeks and forehead however this went from a 3 to a 10 in a matter of weeks. I am not exaggerating when I say that at my worst I lost count at 60 active pimples covering the entirety of my face - I have the photos should anyone want to see! My diet and lifestyle hadn't changed. I went to a dermatologist who said that the acne was so bad it was now considered a disfigurement and I was put on isotrentinoin (accutane in the US) on a low dose for 10 months. I asked the dermotologist if it could be the coil but he didn't think so as it is something he asks female patients to have inserted whilst treating with this drug as you need two methods of contraception whilst taking it. For those that are wondering I had zero side effects on accutane other than dry lips, my skin got better and better and my dermatologist was very sympathetic to all my illnesses (I also have ME and fibromyalgia) so we started at a micro dose and built the dose up very gradually. My skin (thankfully) has stayed clear - hooray!
I was still trying to get through life bumbling away. My anxiety crept up higher and I started to see a psychologist. I felt blue quite often (was diagnosed with depression) and I just put this down to being unwell, having so many diagnoses of chronic illness in my early twenties. I started to get social anxiety and also experienced extreme anxiety in situations such as busy restaurants, going into town, on aeroplanes, busy classrooms etc. I would also get what I can only describe as Adrenalin rushes - I would be fine one moment and then a rush or wave of adrenalin would come over me and I would feel sick and shaky for no apparent reason. And again I thought this was just my brain, I was just an anxious person and needed to work on it. I still hadn't quite put it together that this had only happened since the coil.
Also my libido went plummeting.. again I just put this down to chronic pain and illness.. I also experienced severe joint and back pain and was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. AAAND I started to carry my weight around my hips and stomach.
Oh! and I started to get weird obsessive thoughts about really unpleasant things.. diagnosed with OCD and again just thought 'well... my brain is obviously not very well'.
Coming to the end of my coil's lifespan (you can have it in for 5 years) I started to think about if I wanted it replaced. There was just something that told me not to do it. Even though I hadn't attributed any of the negative side effects to the coil I trust my instinct implicitly and started to make plans to have it removed. I had to wait until my next laparoscopy as I have severe vaginismus so couldn't just have it removed by the GP.
It gets to around 4 years of having the coil and I had a shower epiphany. I don't know why.. I just do my best thinking in the shower. It was one of those 'SHUT THE FRONT DOOR... HOLD THE PHONE.... THIS HAS ALL JUST HAPPENED SINCE THIS THING GOT PUT INSIDE ME' horrifying realisations, made worse by the fact I couldn't rip it out there and then. So I started doing a little bit of googling - once out the shower of course - to see if anyone else experienced something similar.
Of course they ruddy did. It's all over the blooming internet.
But the one video that really helped me understand more about the coil was this one:
youtube.com/watch?v=DdYOm01...
This video is by an American doctor Dr Jess Peatross who is actually a traditionally trained medical doctor but has since pursued an alternative treatment pathway. She had the IUD herself and she talks about her experiences and mood changes. The first half of the video is more on the coil and the later half is about oestrogen dominance and how our lifestyle contributes to this.
What is really helpful is how she explains that even though the Mirena is sold to us as having a localised hormone it can actually adversely effect the whole body, particularly when removed.
She also talks about the materials that the Mirena is made of which can also cause problems in the body.
So I had decided to get it removed and had my laparoscopy in March this year. Admittedly my recovery has been difficult, my interstitial cystitis has flared to a ridiculous level and so that's been tough. However what was made even tougher is what can only be described as an extreme manic episode. My anxiety was so bad that I had to sleep in my mum's bed for a week having convulsive anxiety attacks (I'm 28 guys... not my finest moment). Suicidal thoughts which I hadn't had before. Depression that just rolled in waves. Time seemed to go so slowly and I would just beg the night to come so I could sleep as I felt so far away and disconnected from everything... but oh! look at that. No sleep for you. Insomnia instead. For the first 4 weeks of my recovery I didn't sleep more than 3-4 hours per night which didn't help my traumatised brain.
I just put this down to me having a hard time after the op. Maybe I was just going through a particularly tough period right now.. maybe the drugs they gave me during the anaesthetic and at hospital just really affected me. WAIT HOLD ON SHOWER EPIPHANY. Googled Mirena Crash. ...
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Just couldn't believe what I was reading. I STRONGLY recommend anyone who has the mirena or is thinking of getting it to read this blog and the subsequent comments:
mystarvingartistlife.com/bl...
So many women in the comments just flabbergasted (not a word I usually use) that someone has been sharing their experience with the coil and subsequent crash - weight gain, anxiety, depression, panic attacks, dizziness, blurred vision, mood swings, hair loss (yes I had this too... just thought it was me loosing hair), acne. Women who since having it removed have felt like they have needed to be sectioned because of how out of control they feel.
So what is the Mirena crash?
My very limited scientific knowledge understands it as this: if you have the IUD your body is used to having a synthetic progesterone pumped into it daily and therefore stops making it naturally for itself. When you have the IUD removed your body, and more specifically your hormones, crash as it takes a long time for the body to start making progesterone naturally again and what you're left with is unopposed oestrogen and oestrogen dominance.
My experience of the crash has been INSANE. However finding that blog post and reading everyone's experiences has been helpful. What is quite scary is how the majority of women commenting on the blog (there are 163 comments and counting people) have admitted it has taken MONTHS for things to regulate but the general consensus is that after around 12 weeks after removal they have started to feel much better in themselves and some of the side effects have dissipated.
I'm happy to report that at 10 weeks post-coil I am now sleeping around 6 hours a night instead of 3-4 but I still have really vivid and unsettling dreams (another shared experience of the crash). My period hasn't regulated yet. My anxiety has come down A LOT but it's still there low level much worse than before the op. I did my first whole day on my own last week. Every day that passes now I am starting to feel like my old self which just further illuminates how insane the last few weeks and years have been. I am starting to see the light at the end of this hell-hole and so I felt it important to share this knowledge in case there is anyone out there also experiencing the crash or thinking about getting the IUD (please don't!).
And if my little story isn't enough information for you I would just like to point out that currently there are NUMEROUS lawsuits against the makers of the Mirena Coil, Bayer, and some of them are particularly for the crash experienced on removal. Here are the receipts if anyone wants to read them:
citywidelaw.com/what-is-the...
consumersafety.org/legal/mi...
justiceforall.com/blog/what...
ctvnews.ca/health/health-he...
NOW my goal here isn't to panic anyone. And like I said at the beginning there are some people who have had great experiences with the coil, and no problems with the crash, and I think it would be really helpful if they could share their experiences in the comments so we get a balanced overview of the coil. But. I just really wish I had more information before I made this decision and whilst going through the throes of the crash it would have been really helpful to come across a post like this to see that I am not alone and I didn't need to be locked up.
If anyone has found this helpful I also have a few other posts I was thinking of making such as: how I have found women's pelvic floor physiotherapy to be really useful, endo diet, alternative therapies etc. I was wondering if I should post them here or get a little word press blog or something. So it would be great to have some feedback
And if you made it all the way to the end of this post I salute you, and thank you xxx
Kitty