I've not been well tonight, but mind you started back with the drama school and done all the things I've set out to do there, and a big DIY project and I'm worried about money again and to top it off I've had a cold and then another gum infection but tonight I feel now I feel the whole thing is built up to the point that I'm a little scared of having a panic attack. ( those bad feelings ) if I was honest it's been a least 3 to 4 weeks that I have been on here and have been doing well but I've not been to the gym because of a bug and gum infection and doing the girls room ( think I have over done it just by reading what I've put so far ) but went the gym today Mabye a bit to soon still not feeling well.
And stupid me had a go on the playstation tonight I don't think that's not helped ether think I'm going to avoid games grrrr sorry for going on but need to get this off my chest.
Sometimes I wishing could just say that's it I need two weeks off work and not think about work or anything else for that matter
See what I mean feeling a bit down and anxious