Isolated

[Alexis74]

Since moving to the hills, 30 minutes from nearest town I've been isolating, listening to a lot of Joyce Meyer's ministry's, stalking my cheating husband through online hacking. I've alienated myself from everyone. My so called friends werent friends at all, and know I have nobody. I spend up to 8-11 hours online "researching " phone #, names, addresses, listen to recording ect; my mind is consumed. My face is worn from constant crying, and I must mention I'm an addict as well. I'm desperate for people to talk to, can't seem to help myself. I'm open to conversation.

[Veelala]

What ever you do don’t give up hope you are heading in the right direction Joyce Meyers will get you there She helped me..

[lorianxiety in reply to Veelala]

Joyce Meyers,is fantastic,so down to earth and easy to follow-----I ts really a joy to listen to her-I found a lot of solace especially last yr,when nothing felt right only J.Meyers an classic FM,uk

[Veelala in reply to lorianxiety]

She is the best in my book hands down.I was so deep in a dark hole. One day I was looking through some of my old things and found a book she wrote called day by day . It changed my life it was in 2013

[lorianxiety in reply to Veelala]

So very glad she ,Joyce Meyers was an inspiration to you too---it changes our negative thinking.

[pink83737]

What happened? How did he cheat!!!? Hope things get better for you, someone so much better will come along I’m sure.

[Alexis74 in reply to pink83737]

Thankyou, ya. Who wants to be with such a piece of shit, disrespectful, heart killing asshole, uggghhhh

[dore13]

Get out of the situation! Leave. This will consume and destroy you if you do not get out and get yourself help and properly heal. Even if you have go to a hospital and be admitted, get out of that situation. A husband who cheats, is no husband........

[Lostnluv]

I know how you feel I’m a stay at home mom all my friends have vanished when I’ve needed them the most. I have no family close by and I’m not very connected anyways I live out in the country and feeling I’ve lost the love of my life has sunken me. I’ve turned to this group hoping for help and learning that us women can not keep staying in situations like this. I hope you find your courage and strength as I’m slowly trying to find mine as well. I hope the rest of your day goes well. Just remember you are not alone. Vent like crazy to all it helps.

[Alexis74]

Thankyou so much, so I'm sitting in front of a bar. Couldn't stay home, he says hes going to be done early leaves at 4am I finally had to get out of there at 7pm, ugh hes 22 years older than me, its killing my heart, I know I need to get a job and move on, it's so hard

[crazychkinwa59]

I hope you are feeling better. I Live in Vancouver and will be happy to visit whenever you feel down....jewels