I am going through a long period of depression and anxiety. My very serious boyfriend broke things off with me very unexpectedly in April, and we have had zero contact since. We were essentially living together, we had plans to move in together in a few months, and we were supposed to get coffee a month after the breakup ( we had a date set). After my things were picked up from his apartment, he never followed up, not even when we were supposed to meet about a month later.
I have stayed strong, and haven't reached out at all, but 8 months later and my mind is still running in circles. I just started Lexapro, I am working on finding a therapist, but it just feels so so painful, especially when you thought this person was forever. Lately I'm finding it hard to get to the gym, and I am questioning the friends that I have. Everything just feels so messy right now.
Can anyone relate to this? I know I need to stay positive and hopeful, but sometimes it just feels like there is no light.