I lost my sister to ovarian cancer. She was only 63. We were very very close. We both never married or had any children. It was just me and Her. We were supposed to grow old together. I always compare the impact of losing her is the equivalency of the asteroid that hit the Earth and wiped out the dinosaurs. The enormity of this has decimated me and am trying to claw my way back up and function on a daily basis. This brand new “normal” of living without her is SURREAL. I can’t even begin to describe in words how this feels… 😥
It’s just way too big