So I’ve finally gotten to a point where I’ve felt stable enough in myself to finally start putting myself out there after my breakup almost a year ago, and I’ve been hitting it off with a couple different guys through tinder. One of them has invited me to dinner and a movie tonight (in two hours) and it sounds fun but my anxiety is telling me it will just be awful and awkward (because I mean first dates usually are), and my depression is telling me to just stay in the bed and maybe just sleep through it instead. But this guy seems really sweet and I don’t want to bail. Typing this while lying in bed. The cloudy/rainy weather isn’t helping. I thought taking my Vyvanse for my ADD and my (recently upped in dose) antidepressant would help but I’m still being a bed dweller at 4:30 pm. Help!!! 🚨🚨🚨 I need to start getting ready and telling my depression to stfu so I can be a normal person.