Hello everyone its me Mostafa a dentist from Egypt, i would like to share my anxiety journey with you, it all starts about three years ago, after some stressful days in my college because of exams, i was eating and suddenly i lost my attention that i overfilled a cup of water and the water flooded over me after that i felt my heart racing so i went immediately to the pharmacy where i checked my blood pressure and found it was 160/90, the day after i went to my GP and also he found my blood preassure high but after he knew that i feel fear and lightheaded he said it is just anxiety and nothing to worry about, then i spent many days experiencing shortness of breathing and palpitation and chest pains, that i went many times to the ER in many different hospitals and they all made me ECG and told me that it is just anxiety, after that i went to a cardiologist and made an exercise ECG and echocardiogram also with normal results, so I decided to go to a psychiatrist she told me that i have typically anxiety disorder and she prescribed me xanax and an antidepressant drug (SSRI) this medications made me better so i realized that iam well physically and my problem is the anxiety, after i have finished the anti depressant course the signs, symptoms and bad feelings came again, so i spent nearly all my time searching the internet for a definetive treatment for anxiety and i found what is so called cognitive behavioral therapy, there are many self help CBT programs free online it really helped me a lot but after the program finished i found my self again with the bad feelings and symptoms so i searched for books about anxiety and i read ( change your brain changes your life) and another one (self help for your nerves) they both helped me but after a while all the bad things come again and again, now, my life can be described as being a dentist and trying to conquer and treat my anxiety by any means, i hope if there was an IV injection that cure this disease, however thanks god for everything, please, if anyone.. anyone have a solution or even something that may decrease the intense of this disorder please tell...
My signs, symptoms and feelings that i have experienced in my anxiety journey are:
Fear, fear of fear, again, intense fear that ruins my life and sometimes it comes without any cause, palpitaions, lightheaded, shortness of breathing (and it is also a trigger for a panic attack i really hate this), neck and back aches, loss of concentration, loss of meaning of life, fogged brain, spacey feeling and fatigue.
These are only the ones i can recall now, there is more... i hope we can really find the way to recover from this disorderand live better and happier life.
Thank you.