So I am pretty sure my symptoms are a key to seasonal depression.I have gotten a light and started taking supplements and vitamin D and also getting more sleep and feel lots better. I did have a really bad moment wednesday night i just was so tired and so annoyed with everyone I just burst into tears and laid in my bed and cried and my dog came over and just licked my face and I couldn't help but smile. It is hard when you so badly when it to be over. I just feel drained and tired constantly which I don't mind taking naps but even so I don't want it to take over my day either. It has been hard but i will do anything to make sure itll be ok and not affect my relationship ever. I truly love him so much. I know I do! when the anxiety isn't there I feel it everywhere and I miss him But when my anxiety comes up I question it all which sucks. I look forward to every time I see him but when I am alone is the hardest. Just wish it went away But today has been great and i cannot wait to see him!