I'm a french 17 years old girl and i do believe i have anxiety. I've had panic attacks during the month. I often feely dizzy and lightheaded like i'm gonna faint. I almost fainted yesterday and i don't understand why i feel so tired since i've been sleeping around 7 to 8 hours per night I could feel like i was going to faint since my body felt extremly weak and my ears started buzzing. I did faint 3 weeks ago and since that day my anxiety has started. I'm on medication and i've been seeing a therapist but it just gets really hard for me. I also think i have sensorimotor OCD obsession since i'm always obsessed about my breath or my heart beat. I'm also depressed since 3 years ago, even though it got better with time, i feel like it's coming back. Life's been really hard and i've been missing lots of school classes. I'm just constantly terrified and my family doesn't really understand. I feel so ashamed of myself for missing classes since i'm not a bad student but i just feel much safer at home and some days it just is so stressfull going to school. My mother's been quite hard on me when i've been missing classes, and i understand her but it doesn't really help my condition.. We start to argue and i become even more stressed and ashamed of myself that i start to burst into tears. I've never really liked school and it's becoming really really difficult nowadays. I feel like i can't keep going like that. I'm so sad and tired everyday i don't know what to do. I just wish my family and friends would understand that i actually suffer and i don't just skip classes because i'm lazy..
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