Anxiety/DR memory

[getreal2000]

Where I've been suffering so bad the past month I forget how I felt before I got ill, like forgotten my pattern and stuff and this causes me to panic more like I just can't remember the past and I feel like I'm dead and I'm scared. I find it hard to believe it's anxiety and think I'm dead and this is all just a illusion. I'm on lorazepam ATM as I change my meds. Idk what to do anymore

[Kalynn]

Im currently going through the same thing also on lorazepam im not even sure if its working. But i feel dead everyday too. I miss my enjoying my life.