The past two days have been hell, feel delusional and constantly having panic attacks every hour, feel like I don't know my family, I'm stuck in my own head and I'm so scared. I can't do this anymore. It feels like any minute now I'm going to wake up from this hell but it's not happening and I feel so alone and terrified. I feel like no one has ever felt like this, I feel dead; waiting for something to happen to me. I feel I'll never get better. Will this ever go away or is this my life now?