I can't stand going to the doctors or hospital, I panic just at the thought of it. Now I need to have my blood pressure being taken, to be able to get more birth control pills. And I'm panicking at the thought of this. I can't stand having my blood pressure being taken, I don't like how tight it feels, that I can feel my heartbeat and that I may feel dizzy or faint. I dislike blood tests too.
I also have agoraphobia, and I really don't like being too far from home. The doctor's isn't far, but it's at a time that I don't usually go out. Close to 5pm, when I usually only go out between 8-11am due to not many people and I feel less anxiety in the morning. I'm panicking also at the thought of not being able to cope with the amount fear.. my social anxiety (especially around official people), health anxiety and my general anxiety. And lastly, it'll be near to my period and my anxiety gets worse near to my period/during. Arrghh!