Into the nitty gritty of the 'breakup'.....

Well you just can't skip the stages...............

So into the real shit stage of the breakup....... And I really dislike him now for the way he's treated me and let his crazy family treat me............

So I feel crap...... miserble, anxious, hurt, sad, frustrated, hate men............

Now Ive got that off my chest..... less of the 'woe is me Keza!!'

I have a great family (being around those crazy fools has made me appreciate that)

I have great friends whom I missed incredibly while I was running around after my ex, instead of doing what I wanted to do..........

Ive also made some great friends on here.... and Im grateful for all of you.........Me and my good friend Sue maybe having a little adventure soon so thats good

I have good potential work wise to do what I want to do.... I know I only work part time at the min, but I work, and I'll give myself some time to figure out what I really want to do, before I pursue that road.........

I have my health... yes I suffer with anxiety from time to time , maybe a little bit of depression from time to time (My doc tells me anxiety is part of depression, but I disagree)

Im a worrier,,, end of story, that doesnt make me depressed!!

Anyway in the grand scheme of things, I have my health and Im very very grateful for that...... someone,Somewhere has just been told they have cancer......and right now I dont have to deal with that, so Im lucky!! For now... dont want to temp fate here........

So anyway I just wanted to get off my chest how I was feeling.............

I hope everyone is feeling ok??

Lots of love

Ker xx

[Cookster99]

You should come over to the dark side lol,

Maybe not, I've lived with both and trust me, women are hard work too present partner not included lol, I better say that or I'll be in for it

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Trust me cookster... I thought about it for a while ...........

Anyway............ Im sure somewhere in my Town there is a decent man........ Not really looking for anymore than a friendship right now......

thinking of you.......

xx

[Cookster99]

Lol, yeah I thought it about it for a while and 10 yrs later I'm still here x

[Hidden in reply to Cookster99]

Well youve obv found a good one!!

My brother says hes going to vet my next love interest! lol

xx

[Cookster99 in reply to Hidden]

Lol, I wouldn't let my family near mine, I would have been single for the rest of my life. I am lucky, she has a good heart.

Is your brother going undercover lol

[Hidden in reply to Cookster99]

Well mine and his taste in men are very different.... all the ones I like on the site.... he says...'hes a wanker!'..... obv thats where Im going wrong... I have an eye for a wanker!! lol

dowhh...........

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[Cookster99 in reply to Hidden]

Lol,

Face it, your his sister, no one will be good enough. Xxx

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Yes good to get things off your chest on here it helps a lot...I'm sure there is going to be someone nice for you......

Looking forward to possible adventures!!!

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

wel I may have some fun trying...........

Good luck today....let me know how it goes.......

xx