hi everyone ! hope ur all well ! wish i was ,well where do i start ,well lost my job yesterday due 2 my condition ! my wife wont support me so ive moved 2 my mums which isnt helping ive also found out that ive been mis diagnosed so i dont know what ive got ? been breaking down constantly and just want 2 curl up in a ball and die i really do ! got no friends no real family and everyone seems 2 hate me ! not suicidal yet but i know its coming ! just feel so alone ! i dont want 2 b like this and constantly wish i was someone else or just not here at all ! there just duznt seem no way out 4 me ive tryed everything i can ,at the mo i just cant face the world , im so ashamed of myself 4 being this way even though i no i dont have a choice ! why is this world so cold all i ever find is people want 2 hurt me both physicaly and mentaly , i just feel so dead inside ! is there anyone that can relate 2 what im saying ,just feel so trapped !