Omg the reality has kicked in and im crawling in my owm skin.
Ive recently qiit the job on my wishlist, it was im a new local store, I only managed 3 months, my boss was a bit of a meanie, Im realising that I should of rode thr the wave, anf theres nothing I can do to get it back.cos it would havebeen easier than having to look for work again.
im so angry with myself, cos I never wanted to be in this situation ever again.
this is my second time in a year anf I can't face all of the job hunting all over again, ive lookef on jobsites and it just emphasis my skin crawling feeling at what ive done.
its causing a rift between me and my family cos they think that I dont want to work when I do.
I cant belive that ive blown my wish list and cant do a thimg to get it back.
I already know that job hunting is so hard and haven't a clue what to do next . I was so lucky and couldn't see it until its too late. Im driving my hubby crazy as we have been at this for just over a year. ! He just wants me back.
before all of this I had a steady job for 12 years, in which I quit after my boss decided to make life hard for me, its been down hill ever since,
Help and advice needed and a majic wand.
cant belirve what ive done again!
I want my life back.
Many thanks guys