Confused

[Dolcesparkles]

I was on a healing journey until I had a intense knee surgery. It spiraled into sadness because no one called, checked in or anything. My partner was there but focused on work. Lost a baby along the way in September which sent me into darker territory. My partner constantly dismisses my feelings and claims I lump him into my family. Yet requested to know triggers etc. I feel stupid, foolish to believe I'm loved. Every feeling, sad or good comes with some criticism or ridiculous misunderstanding leaving me in darker spots of my mind. I feel invisible and like the my darkness is just growing and the anxiety is just at a boiling point.

[HaikuYou]

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