« I will never leave you » he said. « Of course I want to stay friends, I can’t imagine it otherwise » he said. « I don’t have bad feelings for you » he said. « Sure, I know this is not a goodbye forever » he said.
And then what? He didn’t even ask me how was the route. I traveled more than 2000km, he didn’t text me anything to wish me luck or whatever.
Remember when I told you he blocked me and then unblocked me from social media out of nowhere ? I have a fan page and I posted a story there. He didn’t see the story, but blocked my fan page. He could’ve unfollowed it, but he decided to block me. Then apparently he blocked my main account. We used to talk only there.
I have a theory. Remember all the times he called me ugly, stupid, w*ore, just because I was posting things stories (even when the stories were just flowers or something without myself on it he kept calling me this way)? Well, I started posting posts and he probably got angry and that’s the reason he first blocked me, then saw he can’t text me and unblocked me. But why would he block me again? My account is private, he can’t see anything.
I am so mad at him. I want him to pay for what he did to me. Sadly, revenge is never the option.
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I agree with ___snowdaze. Breaking up with you and cutting ties is the best thing that boy did for you. Throw the whole man away. Don't befriend him again if he comes crawling back (cause he might if he's run out of options)He ain't no man. That's a child by lying, telling you what you wanted to hear and then insults, that's childish behavior. Like I said you don't need that negativity in your life.
Best revenge is to live a great life! Go have fun and be merry!
Don't get sucked in any relationship that easy. Time will help. There are hundreds of nice people whom you haven't met yet and whom will become someone who loves you and who you will be loving. In younger years it's very easy to get tricked by your brain that "they are the one and only". Remember nobody will love you the way you should love yourself. He seems like a user and a gaslighter. Ignore him - don't block nor reply. Ignore is the toughest torture. And it's not a revenge (hate those). Ignore is a consequence.
I'm so sorry that you're going through this. Him callimg you names like that is verbal abuse. You seem to still look for him. Please don't do this to yourself. Your stunting your growth by continuing to hold onto him. If your mad, be mad. You have to sit in those feelings in order to get over him. Stop looking and start healing. Go out and meet other people. Open yourself up again to accept love again. Don't keep yourself closed off from others and isolated. Keep going and never give up. Wishing you the best in your new surroundings, peace and well-being.
Did it ever occur to you that he may be very jealous of your beautiful writing talents? Also, let me say that I agree with everyone else who says no one who cares for you would say such things to someone they care about.
If you still care for this person, I suggest you get a copy of the book, “He’s Just Not That Into You”. It’s also a movie. I think it should be required reading for all women at age 16.
Please try not to waste another thought on this cad! Move on and as another wise commenter said, live your best life! Be strong! ❤️
I am not sure of your whole story but this is obviously someone who cannot say what he thinks in person and hides behind the distance that social media provides. He appears to have big problems and while it sounds like it is very painful for you, there are others out there to befriend.
Give yourself some credit as a likable person who can move on from this over time and find other people who will be true friends and partners.
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PTSD, and me.
Another fight. Maybe I’m not meant to be in a relationship. Is it anxiety or just me? 
