Meet gone bad

[coolkitty1934]

In an earlier post i talked about how my friend wanted to set up a time to meet and talk about something. I asked her about if she still wants to be friends if it was my fault ect and she said she still wanted to be friends and it was not anything i did so i stopped worrying too much.When we finally meet tho..she said she wants to stop being friends bc im stressing her out and she feels she is making me happy at the cost of her mental health.So apparently im stressful to be around.I managed to convince her to let both of us sort out feelings for 2 weeks then try and be friends again but i dont have much hope it will get better... she was my only friend in school. For me the title best friend is not taken lightly and besides her i have had only one other best friend but both of them just decided being my friend was not worth it. That is only my best friends even my regular friends leave nobody wants to stay with me.I thought maybe i have been doing better at being a friend but apparently its not enough.. Am i really that bad to be around?

[kenster1]

sorry to hear that kitty hopefully it works out.

[Dolphin14]

coolkitty

I'm so sorry you are going through this. Please don't take this as it's all something you are doing.

Maybe it's the group of people you are migrating towards?

You mention you take friendships very seriously. I do as well. But I can tell you that over the years many of these people that I have given my heart and soul to have let me down and it's painful.

Something my therapist tells me.... just because I give my everything to people does not mean they are going to do the same. I think that's where I get hurt. I want them to be there for me like I am for them and some people don't have that to give.

Please remember you are a good person.

❤️🐬

[coolkitty1934 in reply to Dolphin14]

i dont expect them to give their everything i just dont want them to abandon me for once

[Dolphin14 in reply to coolkitty1934]

I'm sorry I was just sharing my story of my friendships. Just saying I understand in some way how some people don't value us.

I hope I didn't upset you

[coolkitty1934 in reply to Dolphin14]

no its fine

[coolkitty1934 in reply to Dolphin14]

found this song

youtube.com/watch?v=EF-kZjA...(Not working as expected?)

[Dolphin14 in reply to coolkitty1934]

It made me cry.

I'm so sorry for your pain.

[Hidden in reply to coolkitty1934]

That’s a BEAUTIFUL song!

[WyattMann]

F those people. A true friend would never abandon you. Ignore them and never look back. You deserve way better friendships than that. You should never have to beg for someone to care about you and be your friend. I guarantee you can find better people to be friends with

[Hidden]

Hello.....My opinion is that ECTs do not work. I had 20 but it was in 2007. They did nothing to help me.I am sorry to hear about your friendships

What I can tell you is that anyone suffering from depression can be difficult.

I am difficult.

Depression is such a terrible disease.

Don't give up.

Susan

Hannah500