I have two questions, they're unrelated with each other.
1) Besides PTSD and Anxiety, I'm also Type 1 Diabetic, and I noticed that sometimes if I'm having a low BGL (blood sugar) sometimes I'll have an anxiety attack at the same time. I don't know why that is. I've been Type 1 for about 5 almost 6 years now and I had it a lot longer then my PTSD and anxiety, I'm not really sure as to why I started having anxiety attacks during the same time as a low blood sugar, when I didn't have them before. I was wondering if anyone had any possible ideas as to why that is? Would they be related, or just a coincidence to happen at the same time?
2) I got some really depressing news the other day, my 12 year old cat, had what looked like an eye infection, so we took him to the vet and since he has a history of dental problems, they told us it was that he had an abscess in his tooth (or that's what they thought) and he was going to get the tooth pulled in January, but the vet called on Wednesday last week saying that they had an opening for Thursday. last week, so we took that date, and in the afternoon got a heartbreaking phone call that it wasn't a tooth abscess, and that it was cancer in his nose. Nothing could be done it's just put him on comfort care. On December 12th, it went from being about 45%-50% of his face to today (December 18th) being about 70% of his face, and that's just 6 days and that's a huge jump. This cancer is very aggressive and fastmoving.(They can't remove it because most of his face would be gone, radiation can't be done because of the location, it would be his whole face, and chemo won't work either because of how aggressive and fastmoving it is). This cat, I call him my "uncertified ESA" because he's helped me so much with my PTSD and anxiety, he knows when I'm about to have an issue before I even do, he'll get on my lap and lay on me to calm me down. And he actually woke me up when I was having a low blood sugar before when I couldn't feel it. I don't know how I'm going to handle him not being there. I think a service dog would help but the problem is, I can't return to active duty in the fire service if I do get one, my family members aren't supportive of it ( I know I don't need their support, but it would be helpful ) and I do have a current dog (that's probably on his way out, he's 13-15 years old) that doesn't like other dogs. I don't know what to do because he's the only one that can help me the best. I don't want to get another cat at this time, and even if I did, that new cat might not be as helpful as my current cat.
I know I should focus on the time I have left with him and not worry about anything else, but its hard to do that when your only support that's been a hero to you, is about to cross that Rainbow Bridge. I don't know what to do, anyone have any suggestions?