I go to the only place I can where I live since I don't have any insurance or income right now because of my severe depression and anxiety and they are not helping me. I don't think they are even intersted in helping me. I am an Empath and HSP so I can feel what they are thinking and it makes me so uncomfortable and more depressed. I need help from someone who is more intellectual and understands the problems I have. It's so frustrating. I was fine for so many years until thrust into the role of full time caregiver for my sick mother. I was rexposed to manipulation and abuse by my father and her to an extreme degree which brought on the Complex PTSD. My father even went to the extreme by vandalizing my car because they want me to be completely dependent upon them so I will have to move in and take care of them. The abuse I suffered growing up is almost unspeakable and my mother was complacent in it and participated in most of it, was and has always been extremely narcissistic and a compulsive liar. I took care of her and my little brother when I was just a small child because my father was so abusive. I have always taken care of her even though she didn't protect me and neglected me. She still takes up for and makes excuses for my father who screams at me curses me threatens me and shoves me. I have no electricity or water in my house and there are no resources to help me here. I was appointed a case worker but she hasn't helped me. She gives me a gas card every two weeks so I can get to my appointment. Quite frankly some days I want to die because of the situation I have allowed myself to be manipulated into. There doesn't seem to be any hope or help available in my area.