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[GENGR]

I HAVE LED THE WRONG STEPS FOR A LONG TIME AND I THINK I DID SO BECAUSE I WANTED 2 EASE MY INNER GRIEF AND PAIN. I ALWAYS WONDERED WHY ME AND WHY NOT ME. WHAT DID I DO WRONG? I'M LEFT 2 BATTLE MYSELF AND I DON'T THINK I CAN KEEP IT UP. MAYBE IT'S THE WEATHER. MAYBE IT'S THE MISSING LOVE. I DON'T KNOW RIGHT NOW...

[SantoRyu]

I am 31 and trying to finally take steps to get myself on the right path. I was on the wrong path for a very, very long time. I can relate. I am also tired of battling myself. I’m exhausted. So I’m taking steps to see if meds might help and making some more lifestyle changes.

The battle is tough and there are days where I’m fed up. I just try to keep going. I know. It’s hard.

[Hidden]

I feel like that often. I read that you shouldn't have a partner until you love yourself! Why not?! You can both learn to love yourself together. Life brightens when the right person comes into your life...you can give each other confidence to follow your dreams and hobbies....and to handle your depression and anxiety. Good luck X

[GENGR in reply to Hidden]

HE MAKES MY ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION WORSE HONESTLY...

[Hidden in reply to GENGR]

Sorry, I was thinking about meeting a person who is good for you. I do believe that person would make you feel a lot better xx

[-Norwinnorlose-]

I have felt this and have tried my best to maintain it. Sometimes trying and believing you can do it will bring you to where you need to be. Journaling and having some faith in the balance of the 2. It's really not easy thing again be honest with yourself and others. Battle and willpower. Many forms of grief, if you can't be honest you will build more grief with yourself.

[Orangeblossom85]

I must say that making decisions is super difficult. We can measure and predict but we never know... O feel like the last ten years of my life are full of bad decisions. The worst lesson I took was to stop making them and avoid everything. I don’t pick up my cell phone anymore cause I’m afraid of being asked of something and making bad decision... we all make bad decisions, everyday and everybody. Please don’t put so much guilt on you. Ease yourself, soothe, cuddle, love yourself. I believe we can overcome this bad times and finally be there where is “good”.