I have just joined after reading through the many submissions and seeing so many people get great community advice and support.
I've been struggling recently with work and the thought that I am not good enough - I changed jobs three times last year and am having doubts about my current job. My situation makes me increasingly worried and anxious, I feel like I can't stay in one place for long and am scared of what this will mean to my career now and in the future. As a 24 year old I always thought I would be working my way up the corporate ladder and constantly pushing myself to do better. Instead I wake up every morning dreading work and then chastise myself for being ungrateful for having a paying job. At work I try my best to do what I can but I find myself putting off doing tasks and worry about things before even doing them. The worry and dread consumes me to the point I sit and stare at the keyboard for lack of knowing what else to do.
I want to quit, in hindsight this was probably not the right job for me, but I am scared and worried, does this mean I am a quitter? Am I just lazy? Is my pattern always going to be jumping from job to job because I can't handle anything? Why was I so much better at working/coping 2 years ago than I am today, and what has changed to make me so scared and worried all the time?
I guess my main question to anyone here is: have you ever felt like this? My doctor believes I may have anxiety and thinks I should speak to a psychiatrist, but am I just being weak and should I just suck it up like every other adult who can manage to work full-time?
Would appreciate any and all feedback/advice.