Hello there. My name is Desiree and I am a 23 year old female who is new to this site. I have been living with depression and anxiety for about 5/6 years now and just last week I was diagnosed with ptsd. I am having a very hard time trying to live. By this I mean, I cannot get out of bed and go to work so I cannot make money so I cannot pay my bills or do any fun activities. I can't even afford groceries at this point. You see, my therapist discovered that work is my trigger for my ptsd which leads to an anxiety attack that then leads to a depressive episode. This is my third job in the past year that I am about to lose because of my depression and anxiety. I have missed the past two days of work because I woke up in pure panic. My anxiety was so severe I was smashing my head against a wall and ripping the skin off my arms. What bothers me so much is that it is a really good job and I am very good at it but my ptsd/anxiety/ depression are keeping me from even going. I am so scared I'm going to lose my job. I am so scared of my own self because I feel worthless and helpless that I can't function in society like holding a decent job. I feel like this life is so hard to live and I just can't handle it. I guess I'm just looking to see if anyone else is triggered by work and how they deal with it. I'm at a really low point in my life right now and I would appreciate any help.