Hello I'm here because I need a judge free zone to vent with people who will understand. I lost my job due to my mental illness three years ago and now I receive social security disability benefits and it's barely enough to live off of. I know I need to overcome my mental illness and find work to support myself and my children. Most days it's hard for me to leave my bedroom for anything other than the bathroom. I think I know what to do and I think if i tried i could figure out how to do it but I just can't bring myself to do anything other than sleep. I lost so much weight and my hair is falling out so I don't feel pretty and that just adds to all of the issues that I am already struggling with. I really want to be better for myself and children but I just can't. If you read this and have any advice for dealing with depression anxiety and PTSD please share.