I feel like I'm having a mid life crisis and my anxiety and depression are at the highest. I feel like a failure because I'm the breadwinner in my family of my husband and 16 year old son and now I'm losing it. I haven't gone to work in a week and feel like I'm going to lose my job I have worked so hard at for 10 years. My husband doesn't understand anxiety or depression so he doesn't understand why I can't just snap out of it. I just don't understand why I can't get it together and stop crying and being anxious.