Im Tom, i just started a job in January this year. Ill be a temp till june if i dont screw it up. Ive been calling out a lot and its going to hurt my chances of being hired permanently. I have no energy or drive to get up and go anymore. I take meds but since ive started this job i have yet too see my therapist due to her schedule. Im aftaid to ask my boss to leave early to go to therapy since my attendance isnt good. I dont even go to the gym anymore, i get too anxious and just stay home. Im 41 and divorced and have 2 kids. I dont date because i dont want to bring anyone into my life since im a mess. Im a loss cause.