Feeling old

[Bettybooplover]

It’s hard and funny by some but I’m 44 but I feel like I’m 60 coz of not having friends it’s so depressing I’m not use to having nothing at all I’m blessed still have a partner that cares for me and a daughter or else I would have given up already.

[Mariposa_7]

Its not our fault to feel the way we do. I also I'm blessed with a good partner 3 daughters a roof over my head. But i feel sad most of the time I feel that I have nothing to look forward too. I truly hope we start feeling better.

[Bettybooplover in reply to Mariposa_7]

I know been suffering like this for years 🥲

[Mariposa_7 in reply to Mariposa_7]

I also have not friends that's why I joined this group so I could talk to people especially because of my depression and anxiety.

[Bettybooplover in reply to Mariposa_7]

Same here it’s hard not having friends all of a sudden and plus I didn’t grew up around family I was adopted by my grandparents now their gone too long time it’s hard coz they were the only ones who cared and shown me so much love treated me like their own kid I wish I can bring them back especially now but can’t I miss them so much

[Coffeedogluv in reply to Mariposa_7]

I often have nothing to look forward to. I actually haven't been out in2 months to try n save money. We are low on money and my husband shops cause he spends less than me when he goes shopping etc. I'm going stir crazy though..hating my life and most days wish I could not wake up. I have anxiety and major depression

[Bettybooplover in reply to Coffeedogluv]

I feel u just trying to fit everything is really hard. I wish one day sometimes I wake up and be financially stable and not worry about everything 🥲

[Mariposa_7]

I understand your pain. I'm 52 years old, lost my mother 6 years ago and trust me it may seam childish but I still feel lost without her. There are days I wish she took me with her.

[Bettybooplover in reply to Mariposa_7]

Yea my mom past too last 2019 seems like all the people we love and need are gone I don’t know how to recover coz I’ve been thru a lot

[Mariposa_7 in reply to Bettybooplover]

Yes so sad. I also have been through a lot in my life. That's why I have all this depression and anxiety,

[Bettybooplover in reply to Mariposa_7]

Yea mine is worst if u want to hear all my story I think it will take the whole day I suffered homelessness too before I met my partner that’s why it’s hard

[Coffeedogluv in reply to Mariposa_7]

I lost my Mom to a bad stroke when I was 43.. I still feel that way too like why do I have to still be here. I miss her and I guess always will. Its been very hard not being able to talk to her and go places with her

[Bettybooplover in reply to Coffeedogluv]

Wow that’s really sad but your strong coz u made it this far just maybe try not to give up and keep going while we still can pain is really hard

[Mariposa_7]

I would very much like to be your friend. Sometimes its hard talking to family. I have 2 sisters they live 1 hour from me. But its hard to express myself. Its very lonely sometimes even though I have my husband and my daughter.

[Bettybooplover in reply to Mariposa_7]

I feel you thanks for accepting my invitation you put a smile on my face a little bit I’m lil at the edge of making friends or meeting new friends thanks 🙏 I thought I will never find someone like u hope u check on me everyday if less busy I will really appreciate it.

[Mariposa_7]

Let us check on each other. 😊Where you from?

[Bettybooplover in reply to Mariposa_7]

I’m from California. U?

[Mariposa_7 in reply to Bettybooplover]

I'm from Portugal but live in Canada.

[Bettybooplover in reply to Mariposa_7]

Nice

[Coffeedogluv]

I wish I was 44 again, I also have no kids, I do have see a husband but worry often he may pass away cause he can't get the health care he needs. I am 60 and mentally feel sharper than I was at 44. I still work full time but worry about losing my job cause of the current federal administration. Please feel better yo have a lot of things going for you.

[Bettybooplover in reply to Coffeedogluv]

Yea thanks 🙏 it’s just hard sometimes

[Mariposa_7 in reply to Bettybooplover]

Thank you, you too