Hey I thought I would introduce myself to share my quitting smoking journey.
I am 26 years old and I have been a smoker on and off for 6 years total. I decided enough was enough and took part in stoptober (for those of you who are unfamiliar with that it is, it's where you quit on the 1st of October and remain smoke free throughout the month as you're likely to remain smoke free beyond that). So far massive success and I'm very proud of myself. Recently I noticed alot of solid black when I coughed. Not a pleasant sight and I began to panic. I know brown from taris normal but never black. I went to see the emergency Dr who confirmed it's just tar and nothing to worry about. Today I coughed up alot more black and saw my regular Dr who also confirmed it's just tar and nothing to worry about. He said my throat looksa little irritated and I have a slightly higher than normal temperature so I've been given a nasal spray as he said I have a little bit of a fever but that's likely due to weather changes and unrelated to coughing tar. He commented my lungs sound 100% healthy and he's not concerned. He said he would be if I smoked for like 40 years which luckily is not the case.
Now I'm sitting her calming down knowing that nothing untoward is going on but I can't help but get anxiety. I have been having anxiety over every little thing and it's driving me mad a little. Hoping it passes soon as I was Xmas shopping earlier and didn't get half the stuff I wanted to as I was way to distracted and just wanted to go home. Tonight I will take a nice bubble bath and relax and try again tomorrow. Hoping the anxiety eases. Not nice.
Hope you're all doing well