So I have been diagnosed for 6 months and as if the pain etc isnt enough I have had nothing but stress all year, has been the worst year of my life & I just dont know what to do!! It started with me splitting up from my fiance, my sons dad, after 6 years together, my dad found out he had cancer, while he was in getting his op, his dad, my granda found out he had cancer & died within a week while my dad was in hospital!
I have 3 kids 12, 10 &6, I am struggling with them, my daughter was in meant to be in trouble & I had a meeting with the head teacher, where I ended up in tears & was so close to losing it & just running out of there, my daughters actually done nothing wrong its her word against anothers but thats another story...
My mum helps out a lot but she works full time & does what she can after work & at weekends, she collects my son for school some days by taking late lunch, this is all great but then I feel really guilty about it!!
I really feel at the end of my tether but what can I do about it?!?!?
I have an appointment at pain clinic in a few weeks & actually really looking forward to speaking to the psychologist to see how she can help me deal with everything!!
I just cant see how I am ever going to come to terms with it!!
My daughters problem will hopefuly get sorted. My tribunal this month is another worry & my dads 2 major ops & intensive chemo in the last year & the wait to see if cancer has gone! This is all just stress stress & stress which makes fibro worse aswell!!! Arghhhh im just lost & dont know a way out!!!!!
I am on meds for depression & pain but dont think they are working very well!! Tramadol, ibprophen, amitriptyline, sertraline, propananol, co codomal...