So the weekend is here which is something I always looked forward to and always enjoyed. Now things are so different I feel lost and like there is a big part of my life and my heart missing. Between September last year and February this year my weekends have been so important to me and the one thing I looked forward to seeing as I was either at my ex's or she was here with me. Now I feel like I have nothing.
I've had a fairly good day today I've managed to keep my mind on other things. I've still felt a bit jumpy, but nothing like yesterday. Since I've been home from work though my minds bee racing a little more and all of it revolving around my ex. I feel so frustrated that I can't get over this and I think that's not helping either. I know I should go out with some mates, but being around lots of people isn't a exciting prospect at the moment.
Anyway I hope all you guys have a good weekend.