finished night shift at 5 this morning and took the OH to the Coach station so she could go to london she need nothing but have a go at me the whole way didnt get a cuddle good by drove home close to tears and my heart feeling like it was tring to rip out of my chest lay in bed trying to sleep till getting the kids up for school.
went shopping had to hold back tears the whole way around struggled to talk to the lady at the till. then didnt have enough shopping in my account for the shopping had to go away and sort that out by the time i got home my head was throbing like it was going to explod lay in bed till the end of school trying to get back in controll and get some sleep. no luck now im back at work. just want to roll up in the corner and hide away.