Ive been feeling down these past few weeks, and im on week 9 of takin fluoxetine 20mg for anxiety and panic, which has subsided but lm now feeling a bit depressed. My b/f came home from work tonight asking me if ive done tea, which i hadnt because i really cant face cooking or even feeding myself to be honest, also, he said he went to his bros and they ave invited us to go out with them over xmas, i told him i wont be up to it and there was nothing stopping him from going out with them as i know i wont be ready to go out socialising yet. Well he seemed really peeved off with me and sort of said, 'well we need to get out over the christmas, and he doesnt know what to do to help'. Is it me being depressed and miserable or is he being a bit selfish? I feel as if im being pushed into something i really dont want to do, and i know i wont be ready to socialise as yet because i feel as if over the weeks ive had a mental breakdown or some sort of breakdown because of the way ive been, i e going the drs and breaking down crying in front of her a few times and just feeling down which my dr said the anxiety and panic has brought of depression, hence me going on fluoxetine. Anyway, i think i might be pushing him away, i fear he is getting fed up of the way i am, because i dont have his tea on the table when he comes in or i dont want to go out socialising. I am in a terrible rut. And on top of all my other problems, my dog, who is 11 now and ive had since she was a baby, can hardly walk because the cold has hit her back legs and she's in a bad way that i have got to take her the vet when i can get an appointment. Iv bought her a coat to keep the cold off her and put her bed by the radiator (not too close), i just feel so sorry for her, it just feels as if ive got the world on my shoulders at the moment and i just feel like going away until i feel strong enough to deal with all of this.