I can't do this anymore. I want my normal life back I want me back. I completely lost hope in everything. Everyday is a struggle. I constantly ask myself why why me. I've been threw enough in my life when do I get a break. I've read Claire weekes book. I can't find a way to accept and relax. IDK how to float like I'm on a cloud. I fear I'm going to leave my kids motherless. No one around me understands what I go threw. I just feel so alone with no one to talk to. I feel safe at a hospital but get angry when they can't find anything. There must be something right? There has to be!!! Is this a rare disease I have like wtf!!!!!
My chest has been fine but here it goes again with coughing a tightness. My throat has a constant tickle to it. Now my tongue tingles like pins and needles. Dr. Google says it's nothing serious just my nervous system is affected from anxiety and stress. But now my feet are cold and sweaty and hands are the same way. Now my eyes feel blurry and I'm constantly tired. How is a person just suppose to chalk this all up to be anxiety?!?!?!? 🤔🤔🤔🤔