To start off, I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Depression and most recently, PTSD. And I have severe health anxiety!
Over the past four years as a hypochondriac I've had several types of testing done including cat scans, x rays, EKG's, and complete blood panel tests. Just recently I've had them all done, only to find out... wouldn't ya know it? NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME!
So back in November I started to develope depersonalization! And I'm having the hardest time kicking it to the curb. I CONSTANTLY feel like I'm just going to drop dead in fear of having some undiagnosed, awful, incurable disease or terminal cancer! I just can't get it in my head that I'm not dying. I can't help but feel like something is seriously wrong with me it's taking over my life and I don't know what to do anymore! I feel like I'm going crazy! I'm so scared and I don't want to die I feel so detached from everything and everyone! I just want my life back so I can live a HAPPY life as the mommy I am to my beautiful baby boy.