Today has been ok. But mentally I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of feeling sick. I'm tired of people constantly telling me to relax. I'm sick of doctors not having answers. Nobody at home understands what I'm going threw. I just wanna end my life I really do. I can't fight this anymore. I look at my kids and cry so hard because I can't be strong for them. How can this all be anxiety? I'm not anxious about anything (that I know of). I'm just tired of feeling sick. My chest has been in so Much pain for 3 days now and Idk what is going on. Am I sick? Do I go back to the doctors? Am I over reacting? Is today going to be my last day on this earth? I just can't do this anymore! God please help me!