I need help , I really don't know what to do . I'm 24, gay and I've met the love of my life . I'm an only child and my mother lives with me. Every time I wanna spend time with him or go somewhere I get a guilt trip and shelll start screaming at me and saying all kinds of things. She hasn't even met this boy yet because I'm afraid of bringing him to my house because of how she is. He is such a nice guy works, supports him and his mother and sister, he treats me like a king and never did anything to me . Yet she will call him a troublemaker a scumbag and all these names. I really don't know what to do . She will keep telling me I have a family too and stop letting him brainwash me , all because I wanna spend time with someone other than her. I can't stand this . She's making me feel like I have to chose between her and him , and I won't do that. I feel like I must not deserve happiness and my depression is starting up again . Someone anyone any advice ? I really don't know what to do . Yesterday she laid in bed all day and said she's depressed and tries blaming me .