I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm dying! I can't eat I have to force myself this is the worst thing I have been through in my life . I'm going to do an ultrasound of my gallbladder today but I'm afraid they will see something else. I'm convinced I have some sort of illness ever since I got what they called an infection in my small intestine. My doctors are not concerned and do not believe further tests need to be done . I'm so sick of waking up with anxiety and also having it wake me up . Even when I not anxious I feel like I can't eat . I have lost weight. Everyone keeps saying I'm doing this to myself. I have also developed a cough . I can't take much more of this !!! Why am I so set on this ? My heart beats fast , dry mouth, cough, tender stomach, burning feeling in my stomach , I'm shaking last night I had pains in both legs. My hands are so sweaty. And I wondering if I will be able to eat today. Sometimes I even feel nauseous. God I wish to be free !