For some reason I get stuck in these same thoughts as if there are constant voices telling me no one loves me or cares about me. When I am going through these motions I look crazy as hell to my perfect boyfriend sobbing to the point where it is too difficult to speak about what I am experiencing. He tries to understand and be patient but all I am trying to ask of him is to
Just reassure me that what I am hearing is not real and that I do matter........ at least to him. I starting to feel extremely hopeless while I endure these moments and they stick in my mind for days and it's causing a serious issue in my personal life
Am I going crazy? Is my perspective not valid? I just want to find peace and rest...... I just want to escape and walk away and never look back