About 2 yrs and half ago I started having these random little symptoms like feeling a bit dizzy. But it was for a second and then it was gone. I never really paid much attention to it. I had just had a baby so I figured it was hormonal. I had been diagnosed with hypertension since 2010 and they had changed my meds bc of the pregnancy so I also thought it could of been that.
Anyway a few months after I noticed the light dizzy spells, I was home getting ready for a get together, and as I washed my hair I thought I felt a bump on my head and I lost it pretty much. I went to the Dr. And he checked me obviously I had nothing wrong. And the bump was just my actual head. From that moment on though I started freaking out. Always worried, kept feeling dizzy and light headed. I first had my actual big panic attack at Wal-Mart. I thought I was going to pass out. I started to feel so bad and it scared me bc I was alone with my son. After that I freaked out even more bc I was scared to go anywhere alone and have something happen to me while he was with me. Then I basically flipped out any time I went anywhere. Eventually I felt better but then it returns. I've had my moments where I'm perfectly fine having a conversation with someone and then all of a sudden I get that dizzy like sensations and I start to feel my body all jittery.
Once I realized it was anxiety I started to deal with it better but it still creeps up and I know I'm fine. I had another baby about eight months ago so I figured, if there was something wrong we would of known already. I've also gone to my Dr. And lab comes back fine. I've never gone to see a neurologist or any thing like that though. I've been constantly feeling jittery, and I start freaking out about what if there's something wrong with me. I always have some type of pain and it could be the slightest thing but i still freak out. Though what bothers me the most is that dizzy and light headedness. If I didn't feel that I think IS be better. But that scares me.
I lost my mom 4 yrs ago when I was pregnant with my first son. It was a total shock she was only 57 and she was fine and out of nowhere she started to feel bad in the beginning of the week and by the weekend she was gone. I think that might of triggered something?! I would think I was 24 at the time and still needed my mom if something were to happen to me what would happen to my kids? They need me!! Obv. They have their father and all our family But there's def. No one like mom!!!
Anyway why would the passing of my mom trigger something a yr an half later?! Is that normal? I know the stress of having a new baby and then moving out on our own and having to deal with and the lack of sleep also takes a toll on you but is it really anxiety or could there be something actually wrong?!
If anyone has any advice or any thoughts I would love to hear them and get some feed back. Thanks again!!!