I'm so scared there is something very wrong with me. Idk if it's physical or mentally. I feel like I'm going crazy like I should be put into a mental hospital bc I don't act normal.
I have good days and "off" days
I've had more good days lately, but then there are days that make me question.. wtf is wrong with you?.. you act crazy. Like today.. I went for a walk with my son in the stroller, everything was good then later I started having a pain in the left side of my head... I had the same pain last night. I took two maximum strength Tylenol and it desnt seem to help that much. As I was getting up from laying down on my bed I felt like a heat rush over my face and I felt like I was going to pass out or something. I immediately panicked and almost called for a ambulance..but I didn't I just called my mom freaking out. She said calm down your over reacting. That's when I thought.... what if I am over reacting? I think I'm being rational but what if everyone else sees me as crazy? Like it's just a headache what's the big deal? But what I think is.. omg I'm having a brain aneurysm an I'm gonna die and leave my sweet children behind. I don't wanna not act on something that could be fatal??
Man. I need help. 🙄
Ps. These "suggested tags" down here at the bottom really freak me out... just saying