Im so tierd of this for real guys i im helping my self trying to tske the medication and going to therapy but i feel like im giving up little by little im tierd guys of suffereing and fighting this all the time my body feels so tierd in pain my vision feels unreal dream like im just so tierd i feel liek im
dying slowly with all this daily im being strong but im getting weak at the same time im so mad up upset , down at the same time depressed im drinking a one beer right now im
just tierd of this and life people i wish i can go back and change what happen to me i wish i could of just stop smoking that damn weed after that one day i been stuck this way for 5 months i do have my good days but still feel things any a day i cant be a day calm or relax at all im
just tierd guys .