Im literaly tierd if this im really worried now i dont want to be here anymore in this world im tearing this is like a dream im laying in bed i felt like rush like was going to die just now my heart pounding hard i dont know whaat the hell to do anymore this is really getting to the point that im going crazyy my heart worried me alot i know alot of docters saw me even a cardiologist but wth why i keep feeling this way its like im going to die sooner or later i have aleverything you could name shaky , rapid heart rate arrthymias , head feeling wierd , vision like im not here or unreal dream like my whole body is wierd i cant be my self i cant do anything my fresking nervs are really bad even when im in traffic in a car i feel like im about to die my heart goes super fast im tierd of fighting this and this dont leave i been like this for about 4 months im tierd !!!!!!!!!! you dont under stand no one does not even my family they think im just going crazy or im mental after that one day smoking weed i got a paick attack now this hunting me for freaking for months i stoped smoking im doing good what the hell this wants for me i just want to be normal enjoy my life how i was going out being myself you know what is to be out and your heart is racing and you cant do anything but try to act normal mean while no one knows what you going through and trying to fight this everyday its like fighting for my life im tierdd!!!!!!!