okay i have been dealing with allot of stressful things in this year..firstly i seperated from my husband..we tried again about 3 times but nothing seems to work for us. I resigned from my job as the owner oh my goodness what a doochbag..so yes stressfull stuff. Im conteplating on moving away but yeah im having difficulty with just letting go off stuff i know isnt good for me..trying something new. just take a lwap of faith, no i have to overthink everything. I do have 2 little girls and they are my first priority and seeing that daddy only helps when he can not that he doesnt get a good salary but he comes first like always...i dont even wana bad mouth him but here i can vent atleast.well problem his my anxiety has been crazy..during the day its the minor pains i always get chest pains and so but like now its when i try to sleep at night..i try to fall asleep then its like something is pulling me out than pains everywhere in my chest and back i start having earpains aswell. i feel so much pain and discomfort around my chest its like tight then shooting then just pressure on borh sides my back also would ache so badly all these pains wake me up also than i would just lie there in pain. i got some magnesuim but onlt took one the other day..the whole day i felt like im was cooking inside thought maybe its the mag pill so now im too scared to take it again?
usually im so positive but today i just feel so tired.
Please Lord give us peace today