I havent written any post really in a while been so busy with just trying to live...
Today is a hectic day i am so panicky. i have been having this tension headace that even goes intomy ears for 3 days painkillers not helping at all.
Bought a kit but now i cant get myself to drink it!!! My chest hurt and feel so tight. my muscles ache. Both arms just numb and feel like blood just rushes down my arms..i had skipped heart beats that just freaked me out totally...i am so full of faith and i thank God for all His love but yes sometimes it just gets so crazy and hurts and thr fear of just thinking this is it??? 6 years with this mental disorder feel like i can just sit and cry today but need to be strong for my kids. Been to the hospital a month ago they did the Ekg and bloods everything was normal bit still my mind says they missed something i cant be in so much pain for anxiety...you guys know the drill.
my jaw hurts so bad today im just so tired.
Please God help me when im so weak😢