My state of mind is not good it hasnt really been since puffing some dodgey weed when i was 18..I thought it was social anxiety but now think it could be something else. When someone is talking with me I cant follow properly and cant remember what they say to me so my answers are sometimes mixed up or short...I cant look people in the eye much at all..i feel so disconected..even with my partner and family relatives I feel like I do not know them even when I talk its like my train of thought is screwed up and I live in an emotionaless daydream state. When im stressed or anxious l do daydream alot which scares me I cant concenrate on work much or with reading 2 secs later I have forgot. I am so bad when I have to socialise I turn into this fear state of mind freaky girl who cant think properly out of my mind and it wont go away! Its like a panic hyper state mania maybe who knows but i avoid any social situation its ruining my life... anyone else have these feelings?