Hi, I've been lonely lately, and a couple weeks ago I gave a guy who is my acquaintance oral sex with out protection. I did swallow. I've only had sex with one man ever, and prior to this I hadn't so much as kissed anyone in nearly two years. I'm 27. I just got lonely and messed up. He gave me oral too and after I got bacterial vaginosis. So of course I started googling and all sorts of horrible things came up including HIV. I can't be tested for another two and a half months, and I'm an extremely nervous person so this is killing me. The past week I've been experiencing a lump in my throat, a cough, one day I could hardly swallow bc I was nauseous, I wake up with night sweats, I can't sleep unless I take NyQuil .... Etc. Does anyone know if anxiety can make a person physically ill?? Some websites say it's not even possible to get hiv from oral ... But I just feel constantly panicky. I don't know what to do. Is this normal with anxiety?! I can't go on like this for two more months ... Please someone give me insight.