hi I'm I've been feeling really down this month after finsh paying off my honeymoon ( I'm getting married in April) I had no phobia of flying really until I made the final payments now I am convinced it's my death sentence and I cannot picture myself going away. I also had a dream my plane crashed after I thought everything was ok. My mum also had a dream my plane goes down and that she should have listened to me. Obviously she knows how scared I am and now this has really freaked me out as she dreamt my brother was going to die and he nearly did with appendicitis the next day. However she assures me she doesn't have a bad feeling about me going Way and that I must of put the idea in her head for her to dream it. Anyway I'm really terrified and full of what ifs I'm convincing myself I will die and it's getting me so depressed when I should be happy I'm getting married!! It's all I think about lately I can't plan ahead or look forward to anything as I think this is it.
Thank you for your time