Anxiety is, undeniably, one of the hardest things I have gone through. Am going through. I have seen a doctor, nutritionist/ chiropractor, taken herbs, cut out caffeine,
and have made changes, so why am I not better?
Doctorscan load me up on pills if I wanted. I could take all the herbs and do what everyone told me to do, but the truth in the matter, is that they cannot rectify this. They cannot fix my problem. They can do what they are supposed to do, but that will not make me better? Why?
Because I have realized that I have expected someone else to do the work for me. For doctors, parents, or God to just....fix it. But I am the only one who can fix my problem. My parents gave me the encouragement. My doctor gave me the reassurement. God gave me the strength and authority and faith to overcome this.
And only I can follow through on that. This is why I am not better. I can blame it on this symptom or this symptom and tell myelf I will stop worrying after I am sure this symptom is nothing, but I have been doing that for the past fifty symptoms.
This is what I will tell myself. The only reason I am still in this place, is because I have allowed myself to stay in this place. And nothing I can imagine of my fears, iequivalent to living a life of worry and fear.
I believe we will all overcome our anxiety. It may not be easy, but after, dang, will other problems seem easy to handle.
God bless everyone.